| So our cat has to go back to the animal ER. He's been oozing a lot more then usual and some tube in his neck popped out, not to mention a few stitches. Damn... That cat is looking more like frankenkitty every day. Poor thing... Anywho... I feel so grungy right now. I always feel grungy in the morning. I am going to take a sower once may parents get back from the ER. I have to watch all of these friggen daycare kids until they return.
Current Mood: Dirty
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| Some dreams are returning to me... I had three of them... Jamie seems to be back in full force. What a guy. Anywho... I went up to LA, but didn't get to see Seanita. Baka. The cletic arts fair was annoying. There was this one boothe with a transvestite... Scared the crap out of me. He was a fat man with curly brown hair wearing a dress. I don't really know for certain it was a guy or not, but man... *shudders* It's just creepy either way. In less disturbing new, my Mom has yet to buy some acne control products for me. It's pissing me off cause I am breaking out and all I have is soap and water. *shields face* I hate being a teeneger.
Current Mood: Discontent
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| Hare-Chan... I miss her... I keep trying to understand why things can't go back to the way they were. I keep trying to piece my emotions together so I know how to act about it. Should I be yelling and screaming? Should I be kind and sincere? Should I just not care? Or maybe some kind of happy medium? It's all so confusing to me and the end result is depression... Its not like it hasn't been there for long... I just know that she was the only one who knew me completley. She could anticipate everything about me. It just seemed so right that we would be best friends... Now there is a hole in my life. A void only she filled. Nobody else can replace it. Maybe some people can relate to that feeling. Literally a hole in your chest... I dunno... Life has lost its flavor...
Current Mood: Empty
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